'Cause i said ily ,
yesh i said tt , bt iwas wrong ,
&&ive given up on love. ♥
Carmen ♥
YCSS;Netballer
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Monday, August 23, 2010, 8:16 PM
IMMA SHINEE FAN !Tuesday, May 11, 2010, 5:34 PM
i miss this chart .. i miss trg w/seniors.. de fun , de laughs , de encouragements , de jerseys , de going to jp after tournament routine .. I MISS EM !
:DD
they're de only things tt are real..
tgt with :
Apphia , Dorothy ,Huimin , Jasmine , ><
this are de only stuff tt touches me.
4:43 PM
hii ,i only study a few stuff for math . its nt impt anyways . history more impt . cos tt i nvr listen , bt ,maths , hopefully, i did . :DDyvonne , suprised horh ?
LOL .
todae youh sms-ed me on your own accord. i didnt initiate. does tt mean anything ? idk , when i recieved it, youh will nvr know hoe happy i was. theres only 20daes left, &&theres a chance . :DD bt its nt todae. haii. im kinda tired. i shouldnt hav left youh uhh. maybe we're a happy couple tt everyone's jealous of. ): whts past is de past. i hope a class outing will help . &&maybe , de countdown wont work . as de class outing would be in june holidaes. ^^
ILY , :DD
11:42 AM
jus had hist test , >< was kayye larh . bt didnt hav enough time to fill up de quest i skipped . (N) im kinda impressed w/myself. (Y)
i got studyy marhh . yest studyy whole dae ! (:
Yvonne , i guai mahh ? more den youh horh ?
:DD
after exam , went to canteen w/chufang&&thailimb , thankyou arh, accompany me. (: den sarah came , den we talktalk , funny talks ! (L)
den home-d/.
dun wanna to study >< im sick of ytd .
byebye .
Sunday, May 9, 2010, 4:50 PM
todae i studied , (: im sooo guai . laater ordering pizza hut. dun get jealous ;)my mom rock ! pizza for mother's dae. will post de delicious-o pics later.
honestly, im still waiting. im nt initiating anything. cos i want youh to it. dun youh understand ? youh did las week . &i didnt reply , does your heart hurt ? or is this wht youh want it to be. nt havng me in your life. i hope not. i dunwish to run suicides bcos of this matter. esp whn de ending isnt de one i want /.
22moredays,
pls , let it b wht i want it to be.
12:31 AM
its no use , im still thinking of youh. bt its getting lesser now. is tt a good/bad sign ? idunno..im getting all confuse. did youh really like me on 18032010, or was it jus an act ? if youh really did ? why are youh hestitating ? i really dunno whts in your mind .
23moredays,
im waiting . (:
todae was kayye. went to jurong east , bought socks&&ate lunch , den went to jp . den headed to library to study . finally hav the heart to study ! bt , theres was too much pepo there. den pick a few books &headed bac hme.
used com ~ no more mood to study . tmr barhhs.
been talking to Lynnette, shes such a good pal . ^^
talked abt bgr to netball to rps to ycss .
we hav so much to tok abt ! (:
hav been thinking wht ____ said.
shld i really nt tok to em ? or shld i jus ignore & lead de life i wanna lead. isit so hard to decide ? or isit jus my imagination ?
omg . nw its mothers dae. i soo dun feel like taking out my present. mum kip nagging. hu wants to giv it ?
aiya, later thn giv. **Bleh**
buhhbye.
go slp le.
Friday, May 7, 2010, 10:06 PM
i know i said tt ily, i really tot i did. maybe i was wrong. or maybe im just plain confused. bt i knw one thing, ive given it all up . i'll still wait for youh ,j . bt i will nt put in tt much . love is sooo complcated. feelings are weird. ily , bt i also dun . anyone knws wht feeling is this ?
maybe , im just dreaming .
thnks YVONNE , for helping me realise tt.
i'll nt pin any hopes on now on.
bt if by this month i get a ans frm youh , i'll change my mind. (:
24moredays. (:
cherish tt , (;